Waiting is probably one of the hardest things.
You find someone worth waiting for and you make them a priority.
You may not be a priority to them, which is hard. Because you could be waiting, putting things aside and working towards something you’re never going to have.
It’s hard to put your feelings away completely, therefore you’re always going to have some on the line which can be dangerous if it’s not going to work out the way you want.
The other person can do whatever the fuck they want, you’re the only one that’s sitting there proving that you’re going to wait and continue to work towards having this person as yours. It’s a one sided circumstance that is only sometimes worth the wait. And even if it is worth the wait, it’s still hard.. It still confuses you, hurts you and makes you reach limits you never thought possible.
It sucks, what feelings can make us do.